As time passes, my sadness lingers on,
By now I thought it should almost be gone.
I knew in my heart I'd always love you,
Sometimes I feel like I should have gone, too.
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My heart is heavy, my soul is drained,
I don't know how I have remained.
Through the tragic times that I have seen,
When I look back, it all seems obscene.
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My Lonely Heart Without You
As time passes, my sadness lingers on,
By now I thought it should almost be gone.
I knew in my heart I'd always love you,
Sometimes I feel like I should have gone, too.
You were my shining white knight,
With you my whole world felt so right
You were there when I needed a friend,
And I thought you'd be there till the end.
Even on your most annoying day,
I'd prefer it, than ending this way.
Now I beg for my heart to mend,
I can't do this, I won't pretend.
This isn't right, why can't they see,
Only from the pain I want to be free.
There are days when I miss you more,
Sometimes it's too much for me to ignore.
My tears, they just to start pouring out,
That's when I want to scream and shout,
'This is not right, please make it change,
I feel so empty and it's very strange.
I've seen enough tragedy and pain,
I feel like my life is becoming insane.'
I don't want to continue to feel this way,
I want it gone please now, take it today.
I pray each day for a little relief,
It never ends the relentless grief.
I know if you could you would be here,
I feel your presence when you're near.
I never knew how lost I would feel,
I hope I wake up and find it's not real.
Even after all this time has past,
I am still hurting, how will it last?
Over a year and it is still is here,
Forever with me is what I fear.
Is there anyone who may know,
How to let all this pain just go?
I know if you could, it would go away,
My pain would be gone forever, today.