Rose rainey Poems

I love her to death, but its not her anymore-

She is not the girl i spent those summer days with,
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Now is my chance to feel the pain
the pain i constantly hide behind my feeble mimicry
of happiness: a smile.
If ever a lie as great as my smile were told, it would be that there is a reason for our existence,
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You probably can't see it,
but I never meant to hurt you
or make you toss and turn in bed.
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Tell the truth, or tell the lie-
the decision makes me cry.
every day it causes pain,
while I lie to them in vain
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Heart is racing,
can't stop pacing,
getting warm,
now I'm shaking,
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Beauty has many forms.
For some it is a young lady,
for some it is jewelry,
but in my opinion-
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Why do I laugh everytime you try to hurt me?
well, let me ask you this:
why do you think you can?
why do you think i would let you?
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i cant wait for the day i can say 'i do'
just the thought of you gazing at me from the altar as i walk down the isle fills me with joy.
the day i can wake up and, your face is the first i see.
to kiss you as i whisper 'good morning' in your ear.
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i look out at the water, enjoying
my last moments.
As i walk down to the bridge,
I think of what a hectic life
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I am lonely my love,
Please don't be angry,
I'm alone, that's all I know.
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