i don't know what to say
other than you take my breath away
but i must admit that i am scared
for a heart brake i am not prepared
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I try so hard to keep smiling,
But I'm fed up, tired of trying,
The pain overwhelms, inside I'm dying,
For I'm growing up too fast,
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I've gone through so much pain,
not physical, but emotional,
My mom didn't care,
my dad wasn't there,
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(Before)
The only girl I'll hit is Mary Jane,
she really takes away the pain,
When I'm down she lifts me,
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Happiness quickly fades,
Sadness slowly but surly invades,
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I hate this world, and my life
Inside I'm numb, my soul's like ice,
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i can say, you have a key,
your bearing a gift
theres a feeling growing inside
To walk the lonely road of an unknown place,
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If i see you crying i will cry with you,
to see you hurt, to see you suffer,
will be the worst thing to imagine
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I want you to know i have thought of something,
that many think about, it was about 1 yr ago,
winter, white outside, land covered in snow,
Lonely, only my thoughts,
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