sandy nobody Poems

once i loved
it made me cry
once i hated
i wanted to die
...

late at night
a knock on the door
slowly getting out of bed
walking across the floor
...

you came knocking at my door
i let you come in
you came calling on my phone
i answered it, again and again
...

the ghosts of long ago
come to me in my sleep
i hear their voices
memories i try not to keep
...

dont blame me, blame the drugs
dont touch me, i dont want your hugs
keep your kisses, for whoevers new
come near me, ill destroy on you
...

i write for you one last time
hoping you read it and understand

i write these words for you to read
...

for 2 weeks
i had nothing to write
dont know why
but wasnt right
...

i died today
no last goodbyes
no funeral will be held
no tears shed from your eyes
...

i rather be alone
than in a empty relationship
one without love, trust
passion and friendship
...

I DONT WANT TO SIT
AND WAIT FOR YOU
TO DECIDE WHAT
YOU WANT TO DO
...