Secrets Of The Dark

Monster Monster
scream and hide
Monster Monster
kills then hides
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Scars and cuts for all to see
Daily reminders of what love realy means
Brusing me with scars that stay with me
These are but inplanted memories
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I will save you. I will come. Call my name. Yell it out for all to hear. I won't let you down. I'll be their for you always.
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I cannot remember the person I use to be. Cannot remember the dreams that use to be. What was my goal? Did I ever achieve it? Did I ever accomplish and preserver it? Did I let it go or not slip away? I cannot remember my first sunset. Or every gift that I ever received. I cannot remember all the dreams that I've dreamed. I cannot remember every name of every person I have ever meet. Cannot remember the snow of last year. It isn't perfect, it isn't clear
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I am a SMILE.
a Fighter.
and a DREAMER.
I am STRONG.
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What lies beneath these tears is a broken heart.
That's been suffering.
Many years it's endured.
Silent pain, worthless tears.
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Do you see thu light?
Shining its brightest my dear.
Do you see its shine?
Shining its brightest my dear.
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I hurt but I feel no pain. I cry but you see no tears. But what you see is a happy girl. But her heart is broken. And her homes not a home. Her smiles just a mask. Covering her pain and her bloodshot eyes. She wants to runaway, but there's no place to go. She looks in the mirror, everyday. And what she sees is her true reflection. A sad girl, who's fighting to survive, anoghter day. Though it starts with a nightmare and ends the same, every time. She still comes back home. She just wants to cry. But there's nothing left for her to cry. With no place to go. She stays up at night. Escaping out her window, to stare at the stars. Up in the night sky, not alone. Only to make silent wishes on shooting stars. Wishing for just one thing every time. Hoping that when she opens her closed eyes, that there might be some change in her life.
Someone to save her
Someone to love her
Someone to hold her
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Why couldn't we be together?
Why did things have to change?
I always thought we'd be together until the ends of our days.
Why'd you have to go then?
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You hurt me with your empty words.
Killed me with your lies.
You opened up another wound one that cannot be seen by any eyes.
Bleeding on the outside.
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If I am not butiful would you still think of me this way?
If people think I'm dumb will you think I'm smart anyway?
If I hide from others and let you know me more then they do. Will you still love me the most just as I do for you?
Cause without any question I'd do all this for you.
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I'm out of love to look for out of love to find
I'm searching for a someone who could never be left behind
I've been searching far for someone
I've been searching far and wide
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I scream out my tortured soul
I finaly surrender
Now I let everything go
Now my heart is unprotected
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