why did you pick
me to stay on this earth?
when i did all that stuff
do you have a plan for me?
...
Struck in prision all lock up
slowly burning in hell
crying all alone
cold in the floor all by myself
...
jesus please tell me
what to do in my life?
my life been hell
before i got saved
...
i can fall step behind and take
the vavatter of my soul, i let my life
take over my happiness
...
There is a great deal of depression
that has overtaken my soul.
It floods deep within into
every inch that makes me whole
...
Am I Alone? ? ?
I get this funny feeling
it comes from deep
inside I get all mad
and angry wanting to
go and hide.
My doctor calls
it depression
My family says
it's just me
but the thought
and feelings No
One will ever be
able to see.
Some says I'm psycho
Some says I'm just werid
It's like I'm a
differnt person
I get really edgy
i want to commit
suicide really bad
then I get a headache
followed by feeling
sad, I wish I could get help
I wish it would go
away maybe if I
pray really hard.
This poem is about the first time I thought about self harm and yes I am not going to lie to you I still do it from time to time.
God Bless You