Shy Arizala

Blank messages.
Words piled…white ink.

CaN yOu ReAd Me?
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Struggling not to…

WANT…
to see you,
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Stubborn heart.
Wandering mind.
Stay?
or Leave?
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If I can only give you all the beautiful flowers in the world, I would…
But I can’t…
If I can only give you all the shooting stars in the sky and make your wish come true, I would…
But I can’t…
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Oodles of thoughts piling up…
Wanting to come out in this
Serene surrounding.
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A fragment of the disillusioned soul
Reflects the longing of “the precious…”
Relentlessly she builds the magical dream…
But soon collides with the truth….
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i listen to the thumping of my heart.
my soul recuperates...gradually…
music resounds melodiously…
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i tried not to see...
tried not to speak..
tried not to feel...
tried not to unleash what’s inside…
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i watch...
but i see beyond what i see...
i listen...
but i hear deeper than what i hear...
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if i could just have one kiss
just one touch
just one chance
i'd trade everything i have for this one last love
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i wanna get over you!
i wanna stop thinking about you!

night and day...
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i'm coming back.
i'm coming home.

let us pick up the pieces
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blissful mornings.
crazy days. hypnotic laughs. endless stories. random thoughts. spontaneous moments.
blissful nights.
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No.
Not anymore.
Not this time.
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im not sure whats gotten into me.
im not sure if this is even real.
all i know is.
youre the reason behind my every smile these days.
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its rare to find someone who just
wants to see and hear and stay
someone who'll seek to know you more
someone who'll like and love you true
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you're not the smartest guy.
not the prettiest one i know.
not even the hottest of them all.
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i close my eyes
your smile alights
i close my eyes
dreams came to life
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I paint the sky with my memory of that perfect face,
with that beautiful smile i don't get tired of looking...
and those eyes that sparkle like the stars in the sky
my soul found that missing piece i yearn for everyday...
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Beyond reasons of contemplation
I found myself StRuCk with just that single word...
That word that pushed me to make that great Leap
to the unknown…
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