skitzophrenic lost Poems

You crushed me, Like a title wave
I reached out for you, But you wouldn't save
So now I'm drowning, In a thousand tears
My heart calls for you, But you don't hear
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Running faster than words can chase
Another monster seeing me face to face
Try and hide and you will see
The dark brings light to the enemy
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It all becomes twisted,
When you are what you see,
4 years ago, I would have never dreamed,
I'm all I ever wanted,
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</>Fill me with feelings
Of emotional restraint
Give me the power
To give up again
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I know you don't understand
But I want to be your man
To be the one you call when you cry
I want to be their when you lie
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I'm drunk and its been this way for weeks
every day a new bottle and I still feel weak
The morning hangovers and the lack of sleep
Make me feel better for the days of the week
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Someday I'll leave it all behind
I'll take the gun and blow my mind
And then I'll feel complete
Another dead body on the street
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Nothing can help when your alone
You call, but she won't answer the phone
What did you do so wrong?
That will make you hurt for so long
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If your so real, so majestic
Show me your love,
Let me feel it
If your so powerful, so heroic
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I check to see if you've called
Every 2 seconds it seems
I tried to forget you
But its impossible for me
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