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So many long days
That I can't remember
So many hard nights
That lasted forever


Today has changed me
I realize your gone forever
I won't forget this
But will I regret this?

Where does your God go,
When you need him the most.
Does he hide in the clouds?
Or reach out and come close?

Are you monster? Or just make believe?
Is it fate I’ve gone blind? Or is this what I see?
You can’t be real/ only I live in me
But when I talk/ you always answer


Lets close our eyes forever
We can drift away in space
I'll hold your hand in mine
And we'll find our special place

Some how time goes on
But I feel trapped in the past
No matter what I do I can't be free
I prayed to god to end this lie

I'm drunk,
But that's no surprise
A little alcohol,
Makes you feel alive

I hope you feel like me one day
I hope it eats away at you
I hope it makes you go insane
I hope you want to bleed

Everyday when I wake up
I feel like things will change
Like this dark cloud will leave
And this world will be sane

Every time I hear your voice
I keep thinking things will change
My friends told me to lose hope
But I don't want to go on another day

You crushed me, Like a title wave
I reached out for you, But you wouldn't save
So now I'm drowning, In a thousand tears
My heart calls for you, But you don't hear

Running faster than words can chase
Another monster seeing me face to face
Try and hide and you will see
The dark brings light to the enemy

It all becomes twisted,
When you are what you see,
4 years ago, I would have never dreamed,
I'm all I ever wanted,

</>Fill me with feelings
Of emotional restraint
Give me the power
To give up again

I know you don't understand
But I want to be your man
To be the one you call when you cry
I want to be their when you lie

I'm drunk and its been this way for weeks
every day a new bottle and I still feel weak
The morning hangovers and the lack of sleep
Make me feel better for the days of the week

Someday I'll leave it all behind
I'll take the gun and blow my mind
And then I'll feel complete
Another dead body on the street

Nothing can help when your alone
You call, but she won't answer the phone
What did you do so wrong?
That will make you hurt for so long


If your so real, so majestic
Show me your love,
Let me feel it
If your so powerful, so heroic

I check to see if you've called
Every 2 seconds it seems
I tried to forget you
But its impossible for me

The Best Poem Of skitzophrenic lost

Our Mistakes

So many long days
That I can't remember
So many hard nights
That lasted forever

So many running tears
That It'd never end
So many fake smiles
And it was all pretend

We see our mistakes
And the world turns
We take for granted
These lessons learned

And over and over
We make them again
A failure in life
Beyond deaths end

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Shyla Cureton 02 July 2011

Hi, So deeply touching-'Today'. Thak You for creating such a creative work of art. Your poetry name, I guess, caught my attention.. Just had to check you out... Have a good day! !

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