Sky McCoy

Someone help me please! ! ! !
Life is becoming so tragic
I can't control my emotions neither my state of mind
I'm dying on the inside
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Everyone has their own way
of escaping the tortures of life
Some write, some daydream, some listen to the music of today
These tools bring pleasure in repelling
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Cutting into my internal personality
Driving the knife through my heart
The things that happen in life aren't just hurting me
Decaying my physical and mental image
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I'm tired of living this decayed life
Seeming always down I wish I contained the might
People come to me full of emotions and venting
throwing their problems at me I wish I started repenting
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As the vast nature
blinds the eye by its beauty
the trees grow taller
the grasses grow greener
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She's so different
So much more mature than the rest
Determined to disappoint judgemental impurities
But yet I have held her so many times
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I'm not ashamed of who I've become
Ive gone through many changes
Numerous heartaches
pain, hurt, broken feelings, low self-esteem
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Planning my dreams
Listening to me weep
Observing the lies
Please someone here my cry
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As I sit here writing this to you
I remember the feeling that was once felt by two
I remember how badly I wanted to take your pain away
In my heart, just once I begged you to stay
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I string the bow of my musical instrument
But my internal feelings are a bottled in sentiment
I tire of this world filled with love and hate
Makes me wonder if there is a such thing as a perfect soulmate
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Soaring away on my fairytale wings
Forgetful of so many horrible things
My angelic wings spread open so wide
There's no telling how long I will fly and why
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Anger and hatred flow between the two
Such emotions fill the body completely through
Blind ambitions of hurt and pain
Strengthen the darkness to lose, not to gain
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