Harmful Measures Poem by Sky McCoy

I'm tired of living this decayed life
Seeming always down I wish I contained the might
People come to me full of emotions and venting
throwing their problems at me I wish I started repenting
running away from my problems isn't what I do best
But every living problem is caving in my chest
Tormenting my dreams
Killing my inner being
The pleasures in life
bring along harmful measures

My dreams contain my worst fears
The flashbacks in which I see the most tears
I never wanna lose the spirits around me today
These are words I never wish to say
Harmful measures have set the mile
One thing I wish I had was my bright and happy smile
These intangible feelings are no where to be found
and when I cannot explain these feelings, I feel like such a hound
Such negative pleasures in life
have dragged my personal harmful measures for me to cry