My family have changed for the worse,
my dad finds his spot in our family and i get kicked out.
my mother used to talk to me, now im her enemy.
my friends are like the sun.
they warm up my heart and make my day fun.
Anthony, Amy, Abby, Blake, Zoe, here til' the end,
my broken heart they always mend.
I feel like singing but my embarrassment is taking over
The people will judge me if I open my mouth
Only my shower and bedroom walls hear my voice
Few people have heard my full self
They don't understand the damage their words do,
do you think its funny to keep me locked in this barracade?
My feelings mean nothing to you, all you need is pain from me and youre happy.
Well, im tired of feeling like i have the world on my shoulders.
A beautiful person who has stolen my heart.
Our conversations are pure and we're hardly apart.
I can't say I'm in love, but i like him a lot.
He makes me smile when he says I'm 'hot'.