do you ever feel like theres something wrong with you?
like it cant be natural for you to feel like this.
like maybe you have a mental condition,
or at least your heading that way.
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its an awkward feeling,
the feeling your being cheated on.
its awkward kissing him and thinking to yourself
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i am a ball of life
bursting out the seams
into the eyes of a
sad bored person
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my spirit has been squashed
pounded into the ground
i cannot feel its energy
i cannot hear its sound
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</>When i stare into his eyes,
I don't sea a spring of sparkling water anymore.
I don't feel like a piece of fine silk floating in the air,
when he touches me.
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</>Why do i love you still after everything you have done to me?
Because of you i have lost everything.
I lost my home,
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the world is something i cannot comprehend
i cannot compare its size, its volume
i cannot imagine that there is a world,
outside my own.
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im fighting for you
im crying for you
im giving up my whole life,
for you.
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round and round the marligo bush
the monkey chases the weasle
the monkey stops to pull up his socks
and pop goes the weasle
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