party all night, drinking, drugs and guys that the story of your life
although you had kids you cared nothing about
you only beat them and wanted them out of your life
you did your own thing and they had to fight to stay alive
life is it always going to be so hard?
so far that all it has been
full of pain and hate
full of crime and drugs
you said sorry so many times
do you even know what those words means
i am really afriad not when you do the
Where do you run when you have nowhere to go?
No one that understand or that even cares.
You are going through life day by day wandering when things are going to change.
when I started in this world it was all new to me as i grew up it became even more unclear as to what I am suppose to do.
Am I suppose to be a teacher, a mother or a friend I not sure I will ever know. I go everyday trying to figure out where my place is in this world.
I dont know how to love anyone
not even myself as much as i want too
when you are never shown how to love
things have always had it ups and downs
now i see i am the one to change them
so now i am beginning to try and make changes