I have surrounded my heart with a 1000 foot wall, a shark infested moat, and castle that can not be broken through
The outside pain disappeared.
That was not the problem
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Overwhelmed by emotions,
My mind is stuck behind a thick haze.
The only person I see is strangely different than I remember her,
New, but perfect.
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One Day...
My mind will be empty,
With all dreams fulfilled.
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Grabbing at your arms.
Pulling at your heart.
You aren't ready to go.
With whom would you leave?
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I see a long night,
A night I won't remember.
I want a great night,
A night always to remember.
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Looking deeper and deeper,
And eventually I find the big dipper.
However, as I try harder,
I realize I can see no farther.
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To the left,
To the right,
Half inept,
Half in flight,
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My muse.
Not a drop-dead gorgeous
with everything superfluous.
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The world all around,
As bleak as can be.
Nowhere to turn,
Nor anything left for ye.
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