Suicidal Happiness Poems

Quiet and proven to be unknown
I have no name and I am all alone
Sitting in the back of the classroom as I watch the humans speak
Loneliness is all I know and darkness is what I seek
...

Angels fall and babies cry
Walking around mindlessly insane and I don't know why
My vision of ecstasy is only you
That happiness that I've never had leaves me hopeless to
...

Tears that break you
Hell that shakes you
Fire exits locked
The gay kid mocked
...

Burn the flowers
Rip the curtains
Don’t fake it
Unless you’re certain
...

Try so many times but all those times you fail
Alter your life to make you happy because it’s your tale
Fall because you can no longer stand
You sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man
...

I don’t feel that the sun is going to come see me to day
It will leave me in the darkness with no other way
They say misery loves company, so I guess I’m the company always producing misery
I used to be able to feel ok but now I feel empty
...

Stanger that I met, tell me about your life
Tell me your problems and I’ll tell you mine
Your dad isn’t here and now you feel lost
You thought that he would keep contact at all cost
...

I remember it like yesterday
He stood up and took my breath away
I remember wondering what he was doing walking around class
He’s happiness torn and his gaze as sharp as glass
...

Well what a great day
As the tears I cry fade away
What am I here for?
I don’t feel like I can take this anymore
...

Oh darling girl, sweet sixteen
Walking alone what a movie scene
Going to see her sad girl
The one she said was her world
...