I have to be honest...I am not a writer, obviously
Sometimes I can be creative and I tend to write somewhat depressing material...I know. Most of these poems were written during dark times and I never put them on a public forum before.
In all honesty I am not sad or depressed, I think everyone needs an outlet and that is what this is for me an outlet.
When I see you I think God it's not me
I know it is no longer about you
Your family is near and they are upset
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Forgiveness, I cut it into my skin and paint it black,
The cut stings and brings tears to my eyes
The pain feels good,
So I keep going
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I am better than you
I'm on TV
Random people take pictures of my face and sell it to magazines
You see me everywhere
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