Thomas Howe

I can't take the mental strain
It's worse than any physical pain
We always expect the most
From the ones we hold close
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I never look at the stars
It reminds me of my scars
That brought me great sorrow
Of the promises of tomorrow
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You can’t hide the lies
I can see it in your eyes
So just give your goodbyes
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I hope you don’t care
But I like to stare
While you are asleep
Don’t think that I’m some creep
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I want to be mad
But you look so sad

You say you didn’t mean it
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I always have seen your desire
It has finally caught fire
Spreading out of your heart
It’s going to burn us apart
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You have serenaded me
Not with your love from your heart
But with hate that has torn us apart
We were two that became one
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I can't shed one tear
I must over come this fear
You make me this weak
Where is the courage I seek
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A light breeze
The birds chirping
The start of a great day
So I thought
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All I see is grey skies
Flashing across my eyes
The emptiness inside
Is like the ocean’s tide
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This life is cruel
I know I'm a fool
Why do I care so much
I long for your touch
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I have became the ghost of my past
The change is for the worst, It better not last
This part of me, I have grown to despise
I live my life in a disguise
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This world is now so cold
Even though some are bold
This has to be the last stand
Can so much evil ever be band
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I toss and turn
The more I think the more I burn
What should I do with this thought
Answers, not question, I should have sought
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All hope is now gone
I'm just a lousy pawn
It's like i don't exist
Hidden within the mist
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There goes another sunset
one more lost bet
I finally figured it out
I want to let out a shout
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Broken hearts, unavoidable
Mending hearts take time
One enters picture
Take a step
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The nights of agony begin
Depressing as a song from a violin
You want to figure things out
It's you I want beyond a doubt
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I said I would never leave
You should not believe
I'm nothing more than a boy
To you, I was your first toy
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What am I supposed to do with this feeling
Endless nights staring at the ceiling
With you the days flew by
Now alone they never die
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