With all this struggle and all this hate, its hard to find love and hope.
A piece taken away; in its place stands knowledge.
Controlling a life so easily distracted, tempted by all that seems great.
Deceit fills the world causing this disease.
The hurt of your heart is something infectious; affecting each thought, each choice, each breath.
When all you do is think; battles inside you fighting in each direction.
When not knowing truth and going off what-ifs.
Something better comes and lets you down once again.
Feeling fatigued from the war; growing tired of each argument.
Even worse is how you don't know what to do.
Floundering around like a fish out of water; so confused and mindless.
A day passes, but doesn't distract you.
Wishing it would.
Questions, comments, concerns; unpoken and unheard.