I know I don’t love you
But wonder why
I think of you day and night
And often dreams of you.
...
Beneath the stars over the breathing sand
A woman shades in the embrace of man
As like the wave over the ocean's calm
Swayed through them the wind-borne charm
...
I was the one, whom she says,
That she would love through eternity
The one who lived in her heart
Like a dropp of water meant for sea.
...
I realize a pinch in my heart
As our love fall apart.
Smile on my face refuse to show up
continuous tears stop to stop up
...
Maybe you broke up because we can’t get on
But I am afraid for I won’t be able to move on.
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Whooshing waves as runs and plays
Sprinkling its part here and there
I lay amid the tippling sound
My legs in water, but thoughts somewhere.
...
While leafing through my past I came across
The first time we met after accepting your proposal
Those memories, they remind me how I felt
As if my only dream displaced the hopeful nightmare.
...
Rusted cans and rolling stones
And a squirrel climbing wood
With a staring eyes that forward crawl
The mice might have found a little crumb.
...
All the years on earth had fed
A life that shed so several death
Hence put my deep sorrow a doubt, with fear,
Would some life the death bear?
...
I opened my eyes after a blink
Gazing into yours as the time slipped away
I stretched my arms longing for yours
And the space was filled, as the air sway
...
A memory once so full of life
Has its strength to again revive?
Would have had if not been forged with
The load of sorrow and painful thing
...
Thy eyes in which false beauty lies
And restricts the sight till it's range,
Seeks beauty in what appears nice
And soothe in what dies with age.
...
Love in its purest form do weep
For the one, who loves you not
The stars shine brightly upon the sleep
While the heart, to beat, tries all it got.
...
I wake up from my sleep, and still it is dark
I looked around, but its silence that only bark
The world seems to stop, being somewhere lost
I pinched me hard, to end the nightmare
...
Here I lie between
The locked door and opaque wall
Your photo between my finger and thumb
And your memories deep inside my heart.
...
I held my tears, confronting you
You were trying to soothe my heart
I tried to say a word to you
But you continued telling me, How to Lighten up My Heart.
...
I see a flame burning in a river
I see a rainbow twinkling in the sky
I see the moon throwing moonly radiations
I see a fish, rather at the high.
...
Luck! What does it mean
Only those could know it who are keen
And what I think is,
Like an ice-cream coupon may it be seen.
...
He pushed me on the ground
And then pulled me by my hair
I tearfully asked, ‘Is that why I married you? ’
But he kicked me. That’s not fair!
...
I paced me off away from the world
To walk over the horizon
And touch the sky with thorny stars
And called you upon the ridges of air.
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I Don'T Love You
I know I don’t love you
But wonder why
I think of you day and night
And often dreams of you.
I frequently find myself shutting off the door
And locking myself in between the room
Closing up my eyes, even up my breath
And meditate in the charm of yours
Or when I wake up in between my sleep
When I don’t see you in the dreams;
Or when I envy the air embracing you,
I know I don’t love you, but still I do…
I wonder why I feel sad
When you’re absent from where you shouldn’t be
And I do wonder why I hope
May you come and be with me
I know I don’t love you, but still
I sometimes feel-
I don’t know why,
Am I deceiving me?