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Looking

Click Bloop Click
What are you looking for?
Fun. Send
Can you pick me up? Send
Is it ok if I spend the night afterward? Send
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A breath of relief scrapes my tongue as it leaves my mouth
I found a way to stay warm for the night
This is my life
At day, I wander the streets with only a backpack and a cell phone that a man who pitied me gave me
At night, I find the nearest place with free wifi to roam the internet for a place to stay knowing full well the cost
It's been like this since my mother found my tongue tied with my best friend. Steve.
Her emotions, spread through the house, a plague born from a bug called humanity. They were kind enough to let me leave with anything I could fit in my bag.
I always wonder what they're doing this very moment
Do they sit in their beds and worry about me?
Or are they more concerned about last night's episode of whatever show is popular
The thought of their love for a tv show lights a fire in my chest which burns so harshly that my tears try to put it out.
Where is my love?
Where is my Home
Will I ever find it?
WILL I FIND A HOME
I sit here outside a McDonald's looking for love on a gay hookup app
I look for love in unexpected places because where I should expect love it's not there.
I look for warmth. Something warm enough to protect me from the cold winds on a city street and the freezing cruel cold shoulder that my blood shows me
Sometimes I go to bed imagining my head resting my mother's breast but open my eyes to see a stranger
There are thousands of me
Wandering the streets
Grasping at the love we can't have
Looking for someone to call home
It's funny how love causes hate
Hate strong enough to abandon your child
Click Bloop Click
He's here

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