toxicity ryan adams

If I told you about a place
Would you touch me there
If I told you I was doing nothing
Would you think its something
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yall who i call freind
i will defend
if yall change
ill love yall anyways
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all my life ive been
searching for something
everytime i feel
its always nothing
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the tears swell in her eyes
while unspeakable things occur inside
deep inside, inside the heart
the broken thing might split apart
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Oh dearest daddy
Are you listening
She lays on her bed
Wishing she was dead
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i cry a million tears
knowing ill never have you
we have alot of differences
maturity levels and years
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My love is like winding roses
wrapping around, suffocating slowly
thorns peircing your delicate flesh
intoxicatingly sweet fumes filling your nose
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twisting and turning
being dragged it seems
but by what
and what through
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Im in love with this girl
Though I'm clueless as to why
I always feel like I'm going to hurl
Wasn't I supposed to love a guy
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Feel the breeze
through my hair
im at ease
without a care
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if my notebooks could speak
theyd tell a thousand of painful stories
some would tell of my homelife
some would tell of my pain
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i think im okay
on this particular day
i dont want to die
and say screw it all and get high
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