tryingtobe awriter

Alone I sit in a crowded room
Self-pity is what I do all day long.
Crying inside for the wrong
Pretending to be every strong
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Alone and sad I wait by the sea side
Seeing the ships of success ride by
I wait and wait for failure to die
And the tide to take me to the other side
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Day on Day you see people pass on the wave of success
Leaving you behind with your failure
Laughing at you in their success parties
On how you couldn’t make it.
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I sit in a well lit room
But its all dark inside
There are people around me
Yet I feel alone
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Can’t cry my heart out
And shout at the top of my voice
Pain is unbearable in the heart
And Life is just coming apart
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The chatter in my mind gets louder and louder
Asking me what am I doing with my life
They get nastier and nastier
Questioning my very existence
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