There were two special people in my life who I loved more than all. And those two were named/ called Grandma and Grandpa, they were so kind and gentle, loving and so sweet! They were kind to everyone from family, to anyone who's in the street! They taught me what it means to have unconditional love and are now truly Angels watching me from up above. It's hard cause after my injury they were the ones who would lend an ear it's showing how much they love me they were always there. But it's so hard to accept that they're both gone. everything now seems to be wrong there's a hole in my heart that I can't seem to heal don't know if it can or if it ever will! I've lost some love that I can't seem to replace. Because it's hard to imagine that someone could ever amount to the grace.
For the two of them were like no other you'd ever meet. If you saw them you couldn't help but wave and hope to get to talk with them. For just a short while to take the load off your feet!
After having an interaction with them as you walked away you couldn't help but notice your smile.
And the joy in which you now had in your heart! Which would last for quite awhile!
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Though words can not explain,
Exactly how I feel,
My heart is broken,
And the tears that pour are real,
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Every day I still groan,
Because you've gone away,
And left me alone,
I know it wasn't your choice,
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Why is life unfair, I can't get a chance
People hear about my injury, and won't take a second glance.
They won't hear me out and listen to what I have to say,
They don't want to hear about what it is I've gone through everyday.
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I was running through life without a care, and then I flew through the air, I landed on my head, and the doctors had said that I should be dead, but then a miracle came despite a stroke and injury to my brain, I still have my life, even though the doctor had a knife that he had taken to my brain which Caused me less strain, but hey I'm still here just trying to steer clear, of any more problems in front of me, my future is hazy, I started back to school, nope I can't be a fool, I must graduate or else I will hate what I became that night while Acting so dumb. Now I must pass this goal, To make my life whole and begin again, with a smile on my chin. I thank my family for; sticking by me until the very end. So now I send all of my love to everyone above who has show me so much love, to help me back up on my feet so I can walk down the street and apologize to all of the lives, I have bothered along the way so I can once more and again say hey watch one day you wait and see I'll pay all of you back when there's something you lack I'll bring it to you with a smile, I just hope for you that's not for a while I'll take care of you until your wonderful again 'thank you my friend'!
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I hear that you are leaving, but that can't be so. You've told me I was stuck with you forever and I'd never see you go! 😊
I'm not sure if you where joking, or if you meant it as a threat? But either way you made me laugh and smile, so for that I never will forget. We've had many laughs together because you're just like me. There where time you'd leave me speechless. Yes you know how to be Ornery! 👻 But because you are leaving, yes it does make me sad. Because on this dark, depressing road I've travelled. You are one who's helped me to be glad.
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A pretty purple flower, is what it was I see,
And it had made me think of Jamie,
So I took a picture,
So that I could send., so she could see.
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As I sit and think,
What is it I should do?
When I picture my future,
I can't find a view.
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He came into our lives just like the rest,
And for that he was one of the best!
He was fun and loving that's for sure,
And it was comforting to hear him purr!
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I need to find a purpose, but what could it be.
It seems as though there is no future for me.
There's nothing I can do
To make a true difference in this world.
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