Tyler Howard Poems

I’ve changed
From lying to being scared and shy I’ve changed
Growing up and learning it’s ok to cry I’ve changed
Was a little girl now I’m turning into a woman I’ve changed
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After hearing and seeing gunshots and bullets and not once a bullet has struck my body i'm still here,

i'm still here after all the terrible things I have done but God must have seen that I'm still a great person,
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When I woke up everymorning I use to hate myself couldn't wait to die and go to hell,
then I would go smoke weed and drink heavilyhoping it would take me out my misery,
sometimes I would take a knife and cut myself a little to watch myself bleed, shocking right some people don't know that side of me,
I use to be a beast fighting in the streets fighting anybody who looked the wrong way at me,
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lying, thinking
everymorning why her life is the way it is,
she doesn't know why but it makes her not want to live,
her friends have questioned why they never saw her cry,
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