Raining, falling,
Lost in forever,
Will I find a way to keep it together?
Am I strong enough to last through the weather,
In the hurricane of my life.
Can it be a conscious decision?
When I look for ways to walk to my vision
Am I speeding towards another collision?
In the L.A. ways of my life.

Memories don’t lie
You know better than those who have fallen
Please just leave me
Dare my eyes deceive me?
Don’t stand me up
Just leave me!
I have fallen again
This is the end
Pain redefined.

Shaking,
Burning up with the fever
In the realm of pain I am the deceiver,
And I won’t lie to myself,
So I can’t believe her
As she disassembles my life.
I can not dispel the illusion,
All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion,
Can I find a way to make this illusion,
As I disassemble my life.