Hollow God... Poem by Tyler Mccracken

you dont reall know my pain, , ,
the world seen through my eyes.....
is so much diffrent than you could imagine.......
im so trusting......
i was foolish....
you all think its cool to mess withmy feelings......
you dont realise my love is but a sickness.......
pure and intense......
when you hurt me you take a piece of me......
now theres no pieces left....
where laid a heart and soul....
is replaced by a gaping hole....
i cant feel...
i cant care.....
i cant love....
i stand catatonic to emotion.....
i am.....
numb....
i am no longer weakend by love....
raped of all emotion....
i cant seem to care if you or i live or die....
look what you did to me.....
what you ALL did to me.....
i used to love.....
i used to care.....
i used to hope....
i used to pray.....
i used to believe in god.....
now he is as gone as my trust....
good luck getting me back...
now all i feel is hate
this is the old me.........
i am hollow...
and to your friends i am god....


hollow god