Vanesa Rabic

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Every night and every day, in my dreams you always trying to find a path, you walk blind and silent because your soul is filth.
From that cage you cannot go out, you are beast doomed for dark without possibility of amnesty.
That is black river of your soul, and you drowning in all by yourself.
Can you see now, how big is the pain? Can you feel now, how your body becomes fool of disgrace?
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I sow vulnerable flame of candle in your chamber of dark.
That flame cannot exist without your own breath.
Stay alive, that love can be real in this cruel world.
Stay a wake that stars can glow in your eyes.
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Every night when moon close my eyes, I go to sleep with angel.
My angel takes me in my darkness dreams on the place where joy
And sorrow embraces each other. Where shadows are friends and lovers are from Eden curse. Every night when I go to sleep with angel, in my darkness wishes, he
gave to me black withered roses with blood from his pure heart. Angel is hurt and I cannot do any thing.
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For this love, we need to lose our lives that we could look into death eyes.
For this love, you need to bleed from the heart that God could forgive all your lies.
I am not afraid to take all your sins that; you can rest in piece in your death dreams. I am not afraid to tell you that I love you more than before; actually, I am scare to death. I am not afraid to kiss your lips even if they have a taste of poison.
I am not afraid to trust you and put my life right into your hands.
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Please, do not follow me any more
I am tired of your shadow and of your kisses in my dreams.
Let me go, and please return to where you belong.
You know I cannot go with you there where you going.
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Run away from the shadow, they will take away your life from you.
Keep your last breath because salvation is so far away.
Keep your last breath, to breathe the life in us.
Keep running away; let the dark be your light,
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Somewhere being the place where sorrow is only felling,
Where dark is only light and shadows are only friends.
This is my eternity.
This is place where time stand, where winter lasting forever.
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I love being here, in this valley of life and death.
Everything is beautiful. Everything is sweet.
This passion of life… stars shining only for us, and all natural sing a song about life, but,
Do you feel a power of dark, do you see how strong is, this
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I am still here; there God is forgot the life.
I am still here, there sun do not rise up any more.
In addition, I know I lost my soul in this hell of winter.
I cannot move my legs, and I can feel how cold ice running thru my blood and closing to my heart…
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She is so alone, and her heart does not beat any more.
She does not love and her soul is death for the world.
The evil dreams hunting her in eternity of loneliness so…
So come and pray for her salvation (come into her embrace)
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On your grave, I will bring the curse.
Rather flowers I will bring the sorrow into your withered heart.
However, one thing still missing, that is the key hidden behind your minds.
The key of everything what is to perform you…?
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I was falling down because I did not believe any more.
My fate was lost in valley of blames.
The path of my life is in the dark, and I will never find out from there.
Help! I need help from me inside…. My mind is stock for all time.
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In this time of despair, we are deciding to call the name, the forbidden name of the wind, to carry off all our blames and sins.
But something changed from the last time.
That name is not on our side any more.
Evil shadows of the moon taking over the power of nature and all human kind.
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I hold your black broken heart in my bloody hands.
In addition, I will go to hell to safe your damned soul…
Do not go far away from the gates of salvation, and do not forget to pray for yourself...
However, tell me now, when all this mess is ending, why did you kill yourself, why did you loving the pain rather me?
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They want me, but I still think on you.
I know you are around somewhere and waiting for me
But I m not free, I m prisoner in this sweet dark
You need to release me from the chains of pain, but hurry
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For the first time when I was, sow my angel,
I knew that he was breath in a life into me.
For the first time when I was, touch my angel,
I knew that he was breath in a love into me.
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