Vanessa Svaleson

Vanessa Svaleson Poems

Beautiful eyes, beautiful face,
I'm shy to talk to you.
You're the eagle I must watch
No matter what I do.

You said you’d help me
You said you got my back
I heard you laugh
Why would you do that?

We’re over
We’re though
Get it
Got it

You call and call
You say “I Love You” a million times
You ask “Do you love me”
I tell you “NO”

Don’t you get it we’re no more
I want nothing more of you
I’m sick of the games and the sorrow I feel
I’m sick of you so leave me alone

“I Love You” is over rated
Everyone says it
And No one means it
Love is an action

Now far beneath the hazy borders of my heart,
I can see a place of hazy dreams.
That brings me down to my knees.
A world of Real Emotions surrounds me

This is a song I’m writing
It’s about you and me
Let’s just start off nice and slow
We’ll just keep it under control


Our Love is a bond
A bond between two souls
A moment of endless time
With you for a sec

My eternal Love is a white burst of Fire
Pure, endless and never changing
The escence of my soul ever longing
An ever lasting effection of Love

Once upon a time Love was my wish
And little faiences of living happily ever after
With all the joy in the world with me
As I grew old with the one I Loved

You say you love me
You say you want to be with me
You say these feelings are only for me
You say you can see us getting old together

I wanted to be with you
And my mind told me, Yes
My heart fought not to get hurt only the battle was lost
Then- my heart was broken

As these feelings build inside
As these memories come to mind
I stop an wonder
Why, oh, why am I betting myself inside

You laugh and criticize me
You build me up to tare me down
You were nice but now so mean
You made me cry in front of people

Love is patient with a life
That brings its share of pain.
We know sometime there is an end
To the most stubborn rain.

Last night, today, tonight I've thought of you,
Your fear of loving me, your fear of pain,
My own reluctance soon to love again,
And why we often flee what we pursue.

I am afraid to love, and yet I love you.
My fear is like a wall I walk right through.
The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me.
I need it still, and yet I still need you.

Vanessa Svaleson Biography

Hey my name is Vanessa I am 18 years old and I have had and still am having a hard life. My life in the past My life is not like everyone else’s it is very different and depressing. And it’s one of the stories that makes you cry and feel like you life is a wonderful thing. It all began when my mother, Romania, was pregnant with me. Now, even though she was pregnant with she didn’t stop doing the things she did, like drugs, alcohol and sex. Well anyways when she was caring me she did everything and messed me up really bad. I went though withdraw, as a baby, and they didn’t think I was going to make is because I was not strong enough to fight it. And, my body was rejecting the medicine they were giving me. Finally, I was better but what they didn’t know it that I was very messed up after that, mentally. It was about 2 years later that all this happened again, with my younger sister, Maria. After she was born I became a mother so at the age of 2, I had the responsibility of a parent. Something no KID should ever have to do at any age. So after becoming a mother I took care of Maria everyday and night I wouldn’t let anyone hurt her or go near her, I loved her to much I just would die if anything happened to her. Only I didn’t care what happened to me, I never did. It was about half a year later when my mother left us for the millionth time and for the last time, with some guy she just messed with saying she had to go to work. And she never came back. After a few days for not hearing from her he called the police and told them what happen and the put my sister, and I in a foster home. Now in a foster home my sister and I where treated like we were dirt. I was chained out side and was not feed so I was forced to eat paint. My sister on the other hand was able to eat and still ate paint because I was forced to. After so long there, the people of the adoption agency brought parents to adopt us. People came and left never looking back with regret. I grew up with the ladies son, who was very nice and nothing like his mother. I got his hand-me-downs and I grew older looking and acting like a boy. Finally one day out of the blue this family of 4 came looking for A child but found 2. Those kids were my sister and I. The day…. The day Connie and Mike came was a happy but yet fearful day. I went up to Connie and gave her a hug and called her mommy. She was very shocked and happy, yet she was still sad about us being there, at that place. It was there and then that she decided that she was going to adopted us both because she knew she couldn’t separate us, we’re to close and I would let her leave my side. After all she was MY little dayday. The day was near the say my sister and I were going to be adopted and our birth mom interfered last minute saying she wanted us and was willing to do any and everything to get us. only she wasn't. What should have been a month trial turned in to months. ...... write more later......)

The Best Poem Of Vanessa Svaleson

Girl Of My Dreams

Beautiful eyes, beautiful face,
I'm shy to talk to you.
You're the eagle I must watch
No matter what I do.
You're the beauty, wild and free,
The mistress of my eyes,
Rolling through exultant air,
Alone in pristine skies.
I would take you for my own
Could I but have your wings,
Could I but go where night begins
And frozen sunlight sings.
Could I but have you for my love,
How might we fly together!
But I must watch you from below
And long for you forever.
But I must be the one below
And long for you forever.

Vanessa Svaleson Comments

Vanessa Svaleson Popularity

Vanessa Svaleson Popularity

Error Success