But after thinking about this awhile
I can sit back relax and smile
Because the night catches up w the day,
That you won't be able to keep the one you want to stay!
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I am insecure and defensive,
I am fragile and so over sensitive.
I'm not just anyone, I am,
Full of fire and headstrong as a ram.
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You may have walked away,
While I chose to stay.
Because you won't, I will,
I was there back then, and here I am still.
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Why is it that you don't call?
Do you realize, I don't think you care at all.
You think I have nothing else better to do,
Then be disreguarded and ignored by you?
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I stay close to pain and anger, that feels comfortable,
You tell me you want to take care of me but I'm unsupportable.
All I've known is absence,
To believe anything else doesn't make sense.
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Trust Someone
I want is to learn to trust someone
All I've ever known, just run
Games, lies, manipulating, confusing me
Really no bruises only scars from psychological tormenting me