wild fire

Home is where my heart hasn't been
Home is where my heart's yet to be broken
Home is where I meet new sins
Home is wher I cant go back again
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Who told you that I'm AJ,
and everything is fine?
My dear lies are truth
and no one walks a straight line.
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Oh my dear rose,
so black and divine.
You're the one thing true
in this life of mine.
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rescuers out on the highway
to somewhere she was headed
right now she cant remember where
but her heart grows heavy
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I do as I'm told
destined to obey.
The act is growing old,
But i can't turn away
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you built me up to watch me fall
like i meant nothing at all
you changed my life, my destiny
always made me bleed
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Standing in the pouring cold rain,
lost all hope to ever get lunch
looking worse than a drowned rat
really cold and alone
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Here I sit,
waiting.
For what?
Heaven only knows.
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Alone in this house
I feel so small
No one knows I'm here
No one knows I've fallen
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its way to late and you dont care
somehow i smile and run a hand through my hair
I wish things didnt unfold this way
but you dont care...so what can i say?
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who knew that after all these years,
you'd still haunt my dreams and
make me feel guilty for your mistakes.
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I grew up not more than twelve years
gradually into a family not my own
we'd catch all the tears
and make each others problems our own
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She said I saw him once in Carolina
He didn't even know my face
Its a long and lonely drive to Carolina
I gotta get back to that place
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Times of pain
friends in need
tears like rain
too blind to see
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slumber deep and slumber sweet
those sweet dreams, they aren't for me...
you're my destruction my fire my hope...
with all my little black heart
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I walk alone where we once walked,
the sand between my toes,
memories stalk my mind.
I look to the ocean, so endless.
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that's right.... it's a big warm cozy bed
with a wonderful protective cover
that keeps me safe as I dream the night away
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Your heart beats wildly,
as we both lie awake.
Hugging me to you,
afraid to let go.
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i wanna face this war with you
through the smoke and the fire
through the hope and crossed wire
you're the only thing that's true
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i crawl under the covers at night
and reach under the bed
carefully i place my hopes into it
and close the lid so they wont get away
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