As fear sinks its claws deep into my skull,
I lose my grasp on reality.
I lose my grasp on reality and my ability to do what is right.
And as those claws grasp ever tightly, my humanity slips away.
...
I tell of the day that my Love, she hath died,
This day that no hope I could sing
The day that the Lord now hath banished me
And the Devil uncurleth his wings.
...
A bloodless revolution takes over the remainder of my being
as my soul yearns for a new life.
A relentless altercation between me
and myself
...
A shining light of hopeful love
Has blossomed in my heart
As feelings of a darkened past
Diminish.
...
The mental blackness of the deafening blast
The plentiful rush of arctic glass
Stamping out the senses.
Now finally weathered by the coolness
...
A struggle as the sun hath always risen
Across the somber vision of my brain
I loathe to leave the warmth of my gentle prison
For the unseen, hectic battlefield again.
...
Fear
As fear sinks its claws deep into my skull,
I lose my grasp on reality.
I lose my grasp on reality and my ability to do what is right.
And as those claws grasp ever tightly, my humanity slips away.
Losing track of consciousness, I struggle
To imagine a life less perfect; a life worth living.
Do you see the darkness the way I can?
Can you see it for what it really is?
Doubtful.
For what it really is, man was not meant to know
Therefore I am cursed with vision, cursed with knowledge. Cursed
To live and yet see what is beyond life.
And now, as my body runs dry,
there is no escape from fear and its ever-tightening grip.
Finally, this fear turns to hatred.
To blind, unreasonable hatred, spawned
Without cause, to bear and bind pain to the holder.
And with this bound pain, there is but one effect.
But one solution-
Death.