Yami Tenshi

Her heart is not of rubies,
Not of diamonds, nor of gold.
Her heart is not of ice
Yet her heart is just as cold.
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Dedicated to my deceased older sister, Anastasia.

Because of you I'm in love with birds.
With their flawless feather wings and precocious onyx eyes.
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This is the end.
Today's the day,
I take my worthless life away.
I won't look back,
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To all the children who never returned home.

Little Annie didn't know,
Only her heart was made of gold.
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To my old man (who's really only in his late-thirties) . I love him so dearly. No one can understand how weird I am and be the same exact way.

I absolutely love my father,
I'm so proud to be his daughter.
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Inspired by the movie 'Boogeyman 2'.

Darkness falls
And she stays up,
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Aching and roaring, I split my conscience apart.
You have no comprehension of what you put me through.
Cry and bleeding, I burn my wounded heart.
Nothing to stop me from looking for you.
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Dedicated to my best friend HamHam, who gave me the idea with one line: I'll suffocate you with my toxic hugs.

I don't care if you don't need me,
I definitely need you.
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Dedicated to Nesibe and my best friend Ian

Finally when I break away and feel like I'm set free,
the lonely feelings of being without you creep back up on me.
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To my lovely late sister Anastasia. This is her story.

A tiny hand upon the phone,
My eyes wide with unveiled surprise
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Inside, there's a frosted egg, as crystalline as hardened snow.
The egg is sweet, broken and gold and I can breathe when I watch.
She's alive inside, growing, unraveling, blossoming.
Fluttering into the darkest of places, bringing light to the cold corners of my body.
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Dedicated to my paranoia.

Stranger near my window
Listening to my fears.
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I creep through your land
Sleepwalk across the threshold you own
Beads of sweat can bead no longer
Suddenly I'm cold
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To my ten year old friend, Taylor. Boys aren't worth it sweetheart. They're too young to see the beauty they're really looking for.

I shed my aching ghostly skin and took flight into the indigo sky.
With evanescent wings and a paling cornflower heart, I inhaled the clouds and stole the silver lining for my own comfort.
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Blind:
I can't see the stars,
And I don't want to try.
As bright as those stars shine,
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I can't look at you and not want to hurt you.
I can't talk about you and not feel sick inside.

And until I have the compassion, and wisdom to forgive you,
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I usually close my eyes and sob tears of joy to the morning skies.
I feel so unworthy of you, love.
But so thankful that I'm graced with your presence.
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Some love isn't everlasting,
So they say it really wasn't true.
But love can die, like you and I,
So they don't have a clue.
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You make feel so light.
You make me soar so high.
I'll keep on flying until my head hits the sky.
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She brushed her lips against his
She took his breath and made it her own
Desperate and defenseless
Wanting to forget she's alone
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