I look in the memoir and wonder what have we done?
What we had,
What you told me wouldn't die,
Seems to be fading...
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You leave and I feel the sadness come back.
My fears come back.
When I'm with you I forget what worries me,
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Every second you are gone I miss you.
Every time someone hurts you...
I can't even start to put my anger into words.
I'm trying to say I love you in more then those words.
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I feel caged in this world that my parents keep me in,
Away from the ones I want to be near.
These rules make my heart burn with anger,
Telling me to break them.
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Life goes on and never stops.
You watch people come and go.
Tears flow and flow,
They know no ends to which they go.
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I fell into my unstable state of mind.
I fell back down to the bottom.
My heart is in pieces,
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I feel so faded from everyone.
I feel like I messed up and hurt him...
Did I?
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Night settles into place and you come to mind.
It's cold and lonely tonight.
The moon is not out.
Nor are the stars.
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