Alexia Miles Poems

I saw you walk out of my back door
Sat in your car feeling guilty for what you have done
I sat day and night crying myself to sleep
You cannot come back for my shoulder anymore
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My heart bleeds heartbreak over and over
My Dreams... wanting them to come true
Looking up at the stars thinking “are you looking up there too? ”.
My love at the moment is like building house out of sand
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My dream job is slowly going down the pan
I am not perfect but doing the best I can.
I always wanted this and now I hate it
Why? because you spoiled it for me
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Once you told me you would be my shoulder and brother for now
I sit here looking at your photos and watch how you have been
I am so attracted to you so much that my words fail me somehow
I am so shy all I want to tell I want to get to know all of you.
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Oh this is like a fantasy that has taken right over me
That’s ok because maybe in real life it would be so different.
I would rather live in the thought you might be hold the key,
To open up my heart once again and to love once more
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Goodbye is a second chance to show I can be strong
I thought of you and dreamt for you to be the one
But I know now I am only have been fooling myself
You got to laugh and see that once again I was so wrong.
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It’s raining once again on a summer’s day
I look out the window and see the same thing
People walking and talking going on with their day
I hate this so lonely feeling that has grabbed hold of me
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Wishing the days would bring me you
I have no clue how long one must wait
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I am feeling the lines grow on my face now
Day by day living as well I as I can
I wish for you my darling; I wish I could hold you
But my life is not meant to be with you yet
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Here I go again, going around the same old bend on the road
I was told to not look but the way things are going I am going to old
Here I go again same old lies and same old ways
I only ever wanted to feel wanted but always find that person who doesn’t
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