Alexia Miles

I saw you walk out of my back door
Sat in your car feeling guilty for what you have done
I sat day and night crying myself to sleep
You cannot come back for my shoulder anymore
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My heart bleeds heartbreak over and over
My Dreams... wanting them to come true
Looking up at the stars thinking “are you looking up there too? ”.
My love at the moment is like building house out of sand
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My dream job is slowly going down the pan
I am not perfect but doing the best I can.
I always wanted this and now I hate it
Why? because you spoiled it for me
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Once you told me you would be my shoulder and brother for now
I sit here looking at your photos and watch how you have been
I am so attracted to you so much that my words fail me somehow
I am so shy all I want to tell I want to get to know all of you.
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Oh this is like a fantasy that has taken right over me
That’s ok because maybe in real life it would be so different.
I would rather live in the thought you might be hold the key,
To open up my heart once again and to love once more
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Goodbye is a second chance to show I can be strong
I thought of you and dreamt for you to be the one
But I know now I am only have been fooling myself
You got to laugh and see that once again I was so wrong.
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It’s raining once again on a summer’s day
I look out the window and see the same thing
People walking and talking going on with their day
I hate this so lonely feeling that has grabbed hold of me
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Wishing the days would bring me you
I have no clue how long one must wait
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I am feeling the lines grow on my face now
Day by day living as well I as I can
I wish for you my darling; I wish I could hold you
But my life is not meant to be with you yet
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Here I go again, going around the same old bend on the road
I was told to not look but the way things are going I am going to old
Here I go again same old lies and same old ways
I only ever wanted to feel wanted but always find that person who doesn’t
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Long road I have travelled to find him
Been so far I don’t know where to begin.
Times I have sat alone wondering why?
How do I find my soul mate?
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My soul is like walking deep into woods and there is snow on the ground
I am lost, I am trying to look and find what is needed to be found
My soul was taken from me and put somewhere so my heart can heal
When I close my eyes I take myself now to somewhere not quite real
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I close my eyes and put my head in my hand
My hair brushed to one side
I feel the night closing in
As I drift my dream can begin
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Here I am sitting here and my mind is of you,
Painting me a beautiful picture of colours I love
There is something about you that intoxicates me,
The thought of Tuscany will come close and near,
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I hear the ticking the clock
To the sound of my heart beating
Fools like me how we never say
Because the cracks always break in front of me
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Watching the sea crash against the rocks
The tide coming in
Sitting there watching the sun go down
Awaiting a new life to begin
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One woman sitting alone wondering what life will throw at her next
She is a daughter and a mother; she is trying so hard to be her best,
But every now and again she sits and wonders why?
All she has ever wanted was to reach for the sky.
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Friends
Friends are so dear
Cherish and love them
Tell them that and make it clear
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My girls

My girls I adore you so
You are my life and more
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Time to go on Exmoor

Time to go on Exmoor is when it’s got its first frost on the heather
There’s a mystery weather fog that comes down
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