I saw you walk out of my back door
Sat in your car feeling guilty for what you have done
I sat day and night crying myself to sleep
You cannot come back for my shoulder anymore
My dream job is slowly going down the pan
I am not perfect but doing the best I can.
I always wanted this and now I hate it
Why? because you spoiled it for me
Once you told me you would be my shoulder and brother for now
I sit here looking at your photos and watch how you have been
I am so attracted to you so much that my words fail me somehow
I am so shy all I want to tell I want to get to know all of you.
Oh this is like a fantasy that has taken right over me
That’s ok because maybe in real life it would be so different.
I would rather live in the thought you might be hold the key,
To open up my heart once again and to love once more
Goodbye is a second chance to show I can be strong
I thought of you and dreamt for you to be the one
But I know now I am only have been fooling myself
You got to laugh and see that once again I was so wrong.