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Well, I have been cutting for 4 years and just starting writing like 2 years ago. Because I felt like no one else understood me if I talked. So I decided to start writing poetry so they could at least try to understand me. Also I felt like I had no body to talk to so I wrote to myself or pretended like the paper was a person and just wrote everything that was on my mind. And I felt like the world was off of my shoulders. And I loved to share so I could be inspiration to other people to let them know that they are not alone. I stopped for a while, and my life went down hill, I started cutting worse and worse and I shut down whenever someone tried to tak to me about my problems. I am now 15 years old and about to turn 16 in January... And I fell like everyone is against me and I dont know what to do...)

The Best Poem Of amanda garcia

I Want To But Never Can

I want to go far and beyond
But cant
I want to be free
But I am contained
I want to complain outloud
But I will be judged
By people who are
Worse off in life than Iwill ever be

I want to be created
But I am rejected
I have discovered that life
There are boxes that
You have to fit, To be accepted
They draw a picture
Then they want to apply

But I want to be free
To be me
But they never want to see
What I amcoming to be
A demented human being

Trying to be what
Everyones picture is describing
But they are not realizing
That the true
Amanda Renee Garcia is dieng

Not able to focus
On what I truelly want
I try to RUN
But their grasp
It gets tighter aroung my legs
I scream out in pain
Mine-as-well do what
Everyone else wants
Because Like I said:

If I talk, Iwill be judged
If I want to go far, I will only be able to take one step

I have discovered
That life Takes you where you dont want to be
I am Amanda Renee Garcia
And
Life is suficating

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