amanda garcia Biography

Well, I have been cutting for 4 years and just starting writing like 2 years ago. Because I felt like no one else understood me if I talked. So I decided to start writing poetry so they could at least try to understand me. Also I felt like I had no body to talk to so I wrote to myself or pretended like the paper was a person and just wrote everything that was on my mind. And I felt like the world was off of my shoulders. And I loved to share so I could be inspiration to other people to let them know that they are not alone. I stopped for a while, and my life went down hill, I started cutting worse and worse and I shut down whenever someone tried to tak to me about my problems. I am now 15 years old and about to turn 16 in January... And I fell like everyone is against me and I dont know what to do...