U KNOW THAT SAYING THE GRASS ALWAYS LOOKS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE?
WELL AS U KNOW ITS NOT, IVE CROSSED IT AND NOW IM CAUGHT HERE LOOKING BACK
WISHING THERE WAS SOMEWAY I COULD GET BACK OVER,
AT FIRST I WAS BLINDED BY WAT I THOUGHT WAS TRUE HAPPINESS,
I just dont want to start
something I can't finish.
I just dont want to commit
then backout and give you a fit.
I run around like im begging for my next fix
i check time like its my tempature
i cant eat because i fear for the worst
i move myself to call but i keep away
confused emotions run through my mind,
because my heart is blinded by lies
my body is weak like a kid fighting cancer
im striving to live, but i cant because you are my cure
As a teen I often picture us going to the next level
I picture us walking and you wrap your arms around me
I picture us sharing internal life under the moonlight until 3 in the morning
I picture us going to another universe that only we know about