U KNOW THAT SAYING THE GRASS ALWAYS LOOKS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE?
WELL AS U KNOW ITS NOT, IVE CROSSED IT AND NOW IM CAUGHT HERE LOOKING BACK
WISHING THERE WAS SOMEWAY I COULD GET BACK OVER,
AT FIRST I WAS BLINDED BY WAT I THOUGHT WAS TRUE HAPPINESS,
I just dont want to start
something I can't finish.
I just dont want to commit
then backout and give you a fit.
I run around like im begging for my next fix
i check time like its my tempature
i cant eat because i fear for the worst
i move myself to call but i keep away
confused emotions run through my mind,
because my heart is blinded by lies
my body is weak like a kid fighting cancer
im striving to live, but i cant because you are my cure
As a teen I often picture us going to the next level
I picture us walking and you wrap your arms around me
I picture us sharing internal life under the moonlight until 3 in the morning
I picture us going to another universe that only we know about
why did you abandon your post in motherhood,
why did you steal your picture from my memory,
why did you try to make my life miserable,
why did you hide like a coward, in the dark,
Patience is what kept me going
Ambition is what made me succeed
Time is what kept my dreams held high
I was all that I needed.
I knew I loved you from the moment I we met
I dreamed of you many times in my head
My heart skips many beats, As your smile made me weep
I love how your yourself no matter what happens