My dreams tells it all,
My dreams saids it all,
But for some main reason, My mind don't want to
Remember it all
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Never knew I was gonna fall for you,
I never knew if it was even meant to be,
You came in my life like a diamond,
The love you shared was really special,
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I don't know how long this gonna last
I don't know how the hell it broke out so fast
Why is she being like that towards me
Is it because I am happy and alive! ?
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You don't know how I feel
you'll never know how the hell this didnt become so real
All this pain I suffered from my life
You broge it back with all your might
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I endured betrayal in the past three years
I let it slide numerous of times, because
I thought you'll care
Knowing in my brain that you wouldn't change
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As days rush by I spiral in my mind
No safe place, no peace I find
Not even my favorite person hears me out
Just silence where love was supposed to be loud
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I'm lost in the dark as time drags by,
smoke in my lungs just to quiet the noise in my mind.
Who am I supposed to be
when everyone I cared about has died inside me?
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