Anastasija Bobileva

All those nights I hope to die.
They always seem to pass me by,
As I lay alone inside my bed,
Thinking of my life ahead.
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People say chin up,
But I just feel like giving up.
People say smile and it will go away
But I feel like crying each day.
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So many tears shed in the dark of night,
Hidden away in our private thoughts
Only to be shelved with morning first light
Because of no courage to speak of the pain
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Falling from darkness
To a place I don't know
Everything's moving with no place to go,
I feel so alone and scared
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My life is a mess
My head constantly spinning
I didn't know what to do
So I prayed for a new begining
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Where did they go, where did they hide,
Why did they leave me with no one by my side?
A bond we share every day,
Not everyone understands what role I play.
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Voodu is creapy,
And it makes you very sleepy,
As they stick in the pins,
You would always start to scream.
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When life gets you down,
And you need a little hope...
Look deep down inside yourself,
And you'll find the way to cope.
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The leaves have turned from green to brown,
Those have fallen to the ground.

Some are orange and some are red,
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No shadows to depress you,
Only joys to surround you,
Friends to love you,
And God himself to bless you,
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I could skip a heartbeat and I would survive,
I could be in a car crash and still be alive.
The clouds fall out of the sky,
The oceans could dissapear, and all turn dry.
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A friend like you is hard to find,
One that touches you deep inside.
You've given me strenght to carry on,
You've offered your hand to hold on.
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Чувствую, что я теперь грязна!
Но покарает Бог тебя сполна!
Будешь мучатся в аду,
Обливаясь страхами в поту!
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Feel broken down, my body aches
My heart it bleeds from my past mistakes
Old memories, old actions, old regrets,
It seems someone never forgets.
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Deep red and orange
Burning light
A glint of yellow
But not so bright
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Everything they say,
Everything they do,
Everything they spout, is a lie
And I know it's not true.
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I'm traped in a box with no intension to survive,
Praying...asking God why am I still alive? !
I go to sleep each night knowing everything is a lie,
Knowing that...is enough for me to breakdown and cry.
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He's a weakness I want to fall into,
With strong arms to lift me to new heights,
Lost in the volunerebility of his wanting eyes.
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