Hello I'm Ash Desrocher i'm a 14-year-old teenager who enjoys travelling, drawing and writing. i'm friendly and creative, but can also be very anxious and a bit energetic.
i'm currently in school. I have a severe phobia of spiders I live in a middle class neighborhood. My parents and I don't have the best relationship but l try my best to love them.
My best friend is probably Logan, Robert, Cody, or probably Nihu. We are practically inseparable. I also hang around with Mike and Lucca as well as Jazzy and Connor.
I have horrible anxiety (separation, OCD, etc) along with depression and ADHD, most of my writing is based around either my struggles with this kind of stuff, addictions, and or romance.
I miss the lower school,
where you and I could just stay friends,
with no repercussions,
cause you and I were just kids then,
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Trauma can shatter a heart in two
Leaving scars that may never heal through
Like a storm that wrecks a peaceful shore
It can leave us bewildered, lost and sore
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If you can't handle a heart like mine,
I don't want you to waste your time with me,
I don't want to hold on, waiting for you to be my first time, make me not want to die,
can we just be honest?
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Life without you,
holding me back,
from making decisions,
from holding you too close.
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