I miss the lower school,
where you and I could just stay friends,
with no repercussions,
cause you and I were just kids then,
...
Delicate nights
When the stars burn
Bright, soaring through
The spotted glowing sky
...
Beautiful Blue eyes that I get lost in
Deeper than the carvings I'd created
...
The screeching and splashing on this delicate night
Makes me shiver in the crisp fall wind
I stand tall with saddened eyes
A weary smile on my face
...
You hurt me
More than I hurt you
More than I can explain
I thought you were the one
...
Nuits délicates
Quand les étoiles brûlent
Lumineux, planant à travers
Le ciel rougeoyant tacheté
...
Les cris et les éclaboussures de cette nuit délicate
Me fait frissonner dans le vent croustillant de l'automne
Je me tiens droit avec des yeux attristés
Un sourire fatigué sur mon visage
...
He hurt me way more than people know
The story I hide behind resides in my throat
The story I so desperately choke back
As to not anger him more, his chilling voice haunts me
...
The mind of a young girl
Too young to know
Why a boy so close
Could scorn and burn
...
Big blue eyes,
Shimmering with hope
But behind the deep sea,
She was drowning,
...
Hello I'm Ash Desrocher i'm a 14-year-old teenager who enjoys travelling, drawing and writing. i'm friendly and creative, but can also be very anxious and a bit energetic. i'm currently in school. I have a severe phobia of spiders I live in a middle class neighborhood. My parents and I don't have the best relationship but l try my best to love them. My best friend is probably Logan, Robert, Cody, or probably Nihu. We are practically inseparable. I also hang around with Mike and Lucca as well as Jazzy and Connor. I have horrible anxiety (separation, OCD, etc) along with depression and ADHD, most of my writing is based around either my struggles with this kind of stuff, addictions, and or romance.)
Four Sacred Words
I miss the lower school,
where you and I could just stay friends,
with no repercussions,
cause you and I were just kids then,
who didn't know how to act.
Now we're teenagers,
going into high school,
we have different tastes in music,
friends,
art,
but we both like one another,
but god stands between us,
pushing us apart,
religion is the most important thing to you,
I never quite understood,
how a god could mean so much to you.
I never understood why when I said 'I love you'...
you couldn't respond back with four simple words,
that I wished to hear,
I wished you could use the intelligence that you were born with,
that I admired,
to see,
that all I really needed most,
was to hear,
or simply feel,
those four sacred words.
treat each day like a lifetime, for it could pass you by just as easily as it came to be.
don't worry, if you don't kill yourself, the world will do it for you.