Hello. The Road to hell was paved with good intentions. My mother told me that as i was growing up. She was right. Choices, consequences. Patience is a virtue. Knowledge is power. What you see isnt always what is there, and almost never what you get. Ten steps forward, five steps back, and if your lucky you wont get stuck in wet cement. Up shit creek without a paddle. You only get what you give...bullshit. ive gotten jack shit and given a plethora. recovery is a process, not an event. If you pray for patience, dont get mad when God makes you wait. Ta-Da!
Saved up in a bottle are all the tears I've cried, ever since you went away-
behind bars you now reside
making the same mistakes that we tried so hard to avoid
now leaves us in the same sorrow-
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Living day to day
gasping for a break someway
living talking telling lying
become all meshed as one
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Its been 28 years and Im ready to face
the pain i endured at an early age.
I came into the world pre mature
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I sang to you just like a dove
and wrapped you in my wings of love
now i cant lift off and take flight
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Ive always been real good at making bad decisons
im even gettin deeper at diggin the hole i live in
pushing away the poeple that want me to stay close
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