bikram baniya

the memories of my college life....
all d fun dat i was missing all d happiness that was needed by my heart.
all d pain that was inside me all d loneliness that was tearing me apart.
all the sadness n fear came to an unbelievable end.
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i am single because its like being a free bird who can fly anywhere.
no worries about what other feels for me, no more fake care.
i will be patience enough and protect my heart from any attack.
i ain't gonna love anyone because whenever i did i was never loved back.
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Aadhyaro yo raath, sathma chandrama ko prakhash.
tukriyeko tyo hridaye, hidiraheko tyo eklo jiudo lash.
na 6 kohi aafno, na 6 kehi aafu sanga gumaunako lagi.
khushi ko khoji ma yeta uti bhautaridai 6 tyo abhagi.
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excitement, shy joy and wondering what to wear.
take an hour or so for a little make up and fix my hair.
i will arrive early properly dressed as each second seems to take a year.
try to look cool and compose, though inside little nervous little fear.
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i had never felt in this way, this feeling is unique.
i try to stand firm but she sweeps me of my feet.
she has the power to control my heart beat.
even some tries to split us i am never gonna leave.
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we are here, our love is here, this is the present.
why to love like as if we got to pay the rent,
let there be no room for guilt and regret.
what u give is what u gonna get.
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i can't believe its happening again, m falling for someone.
out of thousands of faces, my heart c has won.
we only chat, we have never talked face to face.
be queen of my heart and i will be spade's ace.
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how hard i try to avoid but i knew love would find me someday.
i did close all the doors but never knew you would be heading my way.
locked the feeling inside my heart but you caught me off guard.
m scared if feelings get expressed, every day the distance may increase by a yard.
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they see me smiling n laughing, all they see is happy me.
but the loneliness i feel have reached the ultimate degree.
i am caught in the whirlpool, no matter how hard i try i cant escape.
i dug a hole to run but i didn't realize i was digging my own grave.
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for all those hours that i was waiting for you.
I've missed u each second and i hope you did two.: p
you went early even dews were on top of the leaves when u left.
finish your work and return before dusk that's what you said.
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Thats the end between u n me but to let u go wasnt easy.
this is best for us, we are not made for each other may be.
i wont cry this time, coz its been done and dusted before.
its the ocean of my tears m gazing at sitting on the shore.
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Why d PROMISES doesn't lasts long in a RELATIONSHIP.
why does d ship of LOVE sinks so easily n gets down so deep.
i love u FOREVER that's what u said n i thought u really meant it.
now i know the word FOREVER doesn't last long, u betrayed me, yes u really did.
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tangled in between the emotions which i try to break.
fallen time and again but i'll rise back, to myself I fake.
i promise not to repeat, but i'm on the edge of another fault to make
the only title I've' earned so far is the MAN OF MISTAKE.
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What i feel deep inside of my heart is no matter of concern for them.
yeah! i write my pain, words may b cheap coz i am not EMIN3m.
u got thousands of people who loves u coz they know what u been through.
marshall, u got Hailie's picture on ur right arm, even m thinking to have my gal's tattoo.
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what was done in past, i know it cannot be undone.
but they will grab you and drag you no matter how far you run
even though you plead ur heart out, they wont believe ur word.
and what they say pierces ur soul like a sharpest sword,
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i was just like the normal guy just a day before.
laughing, dreaming, enjoying, living and lots more.
just when i thought i'd learned to dance, i felt on the floor.
so hard that broke my soul, knowing death was knocking the door.
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was it my mistake that i was loyal from the start?
i didn't know all the time she was just toying with my heart.
was is it my mistake that i was committed and honest?
she hugged me from back just to stab me on my chest.
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she suffocated me to death and then disappear.
took a piece out of my heart for a souvenir.
came close to my ear whispered few words of farewell.
And then she left leaving me to suffer in a hell.
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when she did bid a good bye, there was no smile.
she was gone not to be coming back in a little while.
things were messed up, things were misunderstood.
never thought her goodbye was for good.
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we dont know what for us tomorrow holds.
mystery or misery? only known after day unfolds.
what took you years to build on.
with the next dawn it might be gone.
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