bikram baniya

the memories of my college life....
all d fun dat i was missing all d happiness that was needed by my heart.
all d pain that was inside me all d loneliness that was tearing me apart.
all the sadness n fear came to an unbelievable end.
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i am single because its like being a free bird who can fly anywhere.
no worries about what other feels for me, no more fake care.
i will be patience enough and protect my heart from any attack.
i ain't gonna love anyone because whenever i did i was never loved back.
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Aadhyaro yo raath, sathma chandrama ko prakhash.
tukriyeko tyo hridaye, hidiraheko tyo eklo jiudo lash.
na 6 kohi aafno, na 6 kehi aafu sanga gumaunako lagi.
khushi ko khoji ma yeta uti bhautaridai 6 tyo abhagi.
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excitement, shy joy and wondering what to wear.
take an hour or so for a little make up and fix my hair.
i will arrive early properly dressed as each second seems to take a year.
try to look cool and compose, though inside little nervous little fear.
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i had never felt in this way, this feeling is unique.
i try to stand firm but she sweeps me of my feet.
she has the power to control my heart beat.
even some tries to split us i am never gonna leave.
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we are here, our love is here, this is the present.
why to love like as if we got to pay the rent,
let there be no room for guilt and regret.
what u give is what u gonna get.
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i can't believe its happening again, m falling for someone.
out of thousands of faces, my heart c has won.
we only chat, we have never talked face to face.
be queen of my heart and i will be spade's ace.
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U always said the right thing, u always did what was correct.
Yes, i did promise 2 b ur perfect man, bt i dun no how did it break.
Having u with me was lyk having d most beautiful precious thing on earth.
Bt i lost u coz of my own mistake, i guess i was cursed 4m d birth.
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Thats the end between u n me but to let u go wasnt easy.
this is best for us, we are not made for each other may be.
i wont cry this time, coz its been done and dusted before.
its the ocean of my tears m gazing at sitting on the shore.
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Why d PROMISES doesn't lasts long in a RELATIONSHIP.
why does d ship of LOVE sinks so easily n gets down so deep.
i love u FOREVER that's what u said n i thought u really meant it.
now i know the word FOREVER doesn't last long, u betrayed me, yes u really did.
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for all those hours that i was waiting for you.
I've missed u each second and i hope you did two.: p
you went early even dews were on top of the leaves when u left.
finish your work and return before dusk that's what you said.
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tangled in between the emotions which i try to break.
fallen time and again but i'll rise back, to myself I fake.
i promise not to repeat, but i'm on the edge of another fault to make
the only title I've' earned so far is the MAN OF MISTAKE.
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they see me smiling n laughing, all they see is happy me.
but the loneliness i feel have reached the ultimate degree.
i am caught in the whirlpool, no matter how hard i try i cant escape.
i dug a hole to run but i didn't realize i was digging my own grave.
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everyone has a past and so do i.
but its gone, the knot i did untie.
why don't u get, it did happen for a reason.
i was stuck there for a while but now I've moved on.
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all i could get for my love was sympathy.
gave it all i have and now i feel so empty.
all she cares about is what happened in past.
didn't bother to think that we could even last.
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waiting desperately for the day to meet.
memorizing the time walking with you down the street.
that amazing feeling of sitting next to you.
makes me smile every little thing you do.
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what was done in past, i know it cannot be undone.
but they will grab you and drag you no matter how far you run
even though you plead ur heart out, they wont believe ur word.
and what they say pierces ur soul like a sharpest sword,
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BELIEVE ME.
i have moved on from my past, nothing was there.
except the feeling of suffocation, not being able to breath air.
even though the memories stays, i wont look back now.
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this is what i always wanted getting the people's attention.
all the good works i did n my humble behavior they'll mention.
hearing those words my parents eyes would go numb.
literally paralyzed for a while, blindfolded, deaf, and dumb.
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sometimes i wonder y did i let u go so easily.
i am drowning in tears but how r u able to live happily?
sometimes i wonder y didn't i stop u when i had chance.
i had my knees on the floor but u didn't even give a last glance.
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