BlueStar Rising

Emotions locked away behind a wall
You made me feel so very small
You were my friends dad I trusted you
You did those things I thought you'd never do
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Why do people feel the need to bully?
No one ever understands you fully
They just judge a book by its cover
What's on the inside they will never discover?
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I wrote this poem for my friend Paige. Xx
Stay strong beautiful girl. Xx <3

Paige I know it's hard right now
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I want you to know that you're never alone
You'll make it through whatever life has thrown
I made this group for you to see
We're here for you we are a family
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What is wrong with me how can this be?
When will I finally get to be me?
I sit and wonder why I'm even here
Because somehow all I do is fear
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I've not known you for very long
To have a friend like you I can't go wrong
You picked me up when I was down
You turned my frown upside down
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I cry for no reason, tears pouring down my face
So many tears, they could burst open a case
Sometimes I look in the mirror and I hate what I see
I don't want to be that worthless, ugly girl looking back at me
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I love alot, you mean so very much to me
My beautiful sister and you will always be
I know I don't say it much but I really do love you
You don't say it much either but i know you love me too
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Jordan, you are worth more than Gold
You warm my heart, whenever it's cold
You're Beautiful, you mean the world to me
My amazing little sister, you will always be
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My beautiful angel, you were taken away
But in my heart, you will always stay
You accomplished so much and for that I am proud
I dream of you alot, you're sitting on a cloud
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My heart is a mosaic, a beautiful one too
It's a masterpiece, if only you knew
With the shard's of my past, assembled together
It shall never break apart, not now, not ever
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Amy, you're my twin
We stick together through thick and thin
No matter what I do
I'm always stuck with you
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I'll fight the darkness and bring back the light
I will try so hard, with all my might
Cancer is a disease and it's eating away
It's making me weaker everyday
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Losing you, broke my heart
Why did they have to tear us apart
Sometimes I think I can feel you near
But It hurts so much, without you here
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Suicide has sadly become the only way out for some,
Feeling there's no other option than a blade, pill's or gun,

Just think how it must feel to be left with only pain,
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Even though it hurts, now that we're
apart
My beautiful baby girl, you'll always be in my
heart
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There Are Five Super Powers...

We all have these Super Powers but sometimes,
in life, It's not always easy to control them.
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MiMi you're my hero, you saved me from
myself
You brought me hope, you're like my little magical
elf
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