I woke up today from a nightmare
Where I was dying slowly inside
When I looked thoroughly, deeply
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Is it a crime to move on
from loving you...the way that I do
to stem the flood of my tears
from flowing freely, draining me
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She used to be my world
I lived only for her happiness
Because her smile illuminated
The dark corners of my Heart
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How do you say goodbye
To someone who left you a long time ago
…It’s like Screaming to the wall…
Comprehension is not forthcoming!
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This is how it begins
Pain settles in, it sears the soul, it burns you whole
It leaves you empty, defeated, without recourse but acceptance
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Is the realization that you are not loved as much as you love
You are not everything, as much as they are to you
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Hope is for the damned
What need of it the blessed?
Hope remembered only in distress
Is it ever uttered by the fortunate?
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The eyes have lost their luster
It does not light the way anymore
It draws you in as it ever has
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I don't love LOVE anymore
It has reared its ugly head
Euphoria is gone, Pain is all
Was my momentary Happiness real?
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…was not strong…
…Enough…to save my…
…Heart… is shattered to…
…Pieces…separated by…
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I wish tomorrow would never come
Another day to endure the same pain
Reminding me I'm alive
To go through this all over again
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Tonight the MOON turned from me
Her luminance forsaking me
The light to her trail extinguished
Erasing the way HOME
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When will my TEARS run out?
I truly want to know...
Knowledge will help me
Get through these tough times
...
Sadly...
I woke up today from a nightmare
Where I was dying slowly inside
When I looked thoroughly, deeply
I wept in despair...
I saw darkness beyond compare
I saw emptiness absolute
Nothingness abounded
All of them devouring ME
The blood of my heart, The fire of my soul
My heart lay shattered to pieces
Thousands strewn across the floor
Some, cast to the wind - irretrievable
Some ground down, now part of the earth
Horrifically, it is completely dry
Not a single dropp of blood
Useless, shriven...DEAD
My soul was ripped to shreds
Incapable of re-forming unto itself
Unable to return to me whole
Damning me to a life without humanity
Horrifically, it has faded away
The heat from its fire extinguished
Leaving me cold, emotionless...DEAD
Sadly, I know how the nightmare exists
Sadly, I know the solution
Sadly, I must sacrifice the heart to save it
Sadly, I know what I must do...