cauna natsumi Poems

These eyes are filled with nothingness
no love
no happiness
no joy
...

I had good reasons
for what I've done
it was out of love
for the both of us
...

When life gets you down,
get up.

When life wants nothing to do with you,
...

The cards are in play

The Jack of spades
puts on a front that everything is going great
...

Happy am I
with the sun in my eyes

Tired am I
...

Where theres pain
there is hate
as envy forms into jealousy
this all so never ending
...

I have some one very near
and always with that fear
if he gets closer to me
will I hit the floor in pain
...

Always put last but never first
times when I want to spend time with parents
they don't want to spend it with me
but I guess we're even when I do the same
...

Do I have a dark side?
.....or is it all light?
these question not many people
ask themselves
...

I grew up a little to fast
is it really all that bad?
But honestly I had no choice
Mother got over stressed with work
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